December

Feeling down again, nondescriptly.
What could this feeling be that is reeling me back in once more?
I experience college on two levels: reality, and the realization that I will soon be leaving (which leads me to live my college life through mental photographs, eerie).

It's been five months since I've seen you. It will be a little less than two until I see you again. Please see all the words I've written on myself, please see what I've been trying to say for years to anyone, please be the impossibility I need to solve this chasm. Please be a shoulder that I can lean on, if only for awhile.

If only for a month.